Saturday, May 5, 2012

                                                        HIATUS:


   Oh, that's right... I HAVE A BLOG. I suppose shirking my responsibilities is understandable to a certain extent, but in this day and age, a 2 month hiatus is almost unimaginable. I could take this time to voice the fact that I have a plethora of words to depict each and every passing day that I have failed to vibrantly smatter words in a loosely-defined "concise", "cohesive" manner, but I suppose I'll be "brief" enough to the point where I only mention the "noteworthy" (do you see a pattern here?) ongoings of my current life situation. Aside from the immediate fact that I'm back in the City of Bears and Bricks, nothing dazzling has currently gone down. All the staples of my social circle are back in my life and I am infinitely grateful, although a few are going through some character arcs that either interest me or raise my eyebrow strongly. There are others who I legitimately have absolutely no problem with them staying exactly the way they are.
     A few new characters have worked their ways into my life, and it is easily for the better. My Indie scene circle has vastly expanded since befriending Emilia. She has SUCH wonderful friends, amongst the female portion of whom are all incredibly gorgeous and personable. I was just recently back in the city to see The Static Jacks for the TENTH TIME live, opening for The Wombats. Needless to say, (<-- odd cliche that I will obviously disregard and voice anyway)  my face melted in a multitude of ways and I was able to quickly bond with Emilia's posse, all of whom I thoroughly enjoy for an extended list of reasons. Academically, I'm doing well. Not exceptional. Well. I suppose my determination has diluted into a mere state of coasting. I fear that this may become a habit, to which I say, I will rectify immediately. Socially, my circle is still ever-expanding. I'm at the point where in a room of 20 people, I will know of 13 people directly, 5 indirectly, and have the remaining 2 factored in as strangers. My Psych and Communications classes have rekindled my suppressed spark to test the social fabric of my surroundings and peers. Fret not, for I have bought a tally counter and primary sample runs are in progress (I'll get more into this at a later point). Romantically, my crosshairs have realigned quite a bit. I gave up a recent pursuit due to numerous complications and general bad timing and indecisiveness, which, ironically, I've quickly grown okay with the idea of. My trigger-happy fingers are studying a potential target as of the moment who just recently burst into the scene of my life. I have no gripes as of yet, but these remain inconclusive for the time being. All in all, and perhaps most pressingly, I've been fixated on the idea of dedicating my entire summer to nightlife recreation for a change, as I can legitimately say that I have not had a SINGLE summer that I can truly say I enjoyed...which I find awfully depressing. I mean, I DESERVE to have fun, right? I'm in the prime of my youth and I'll spend my daytime hours working a minimum wage job. A worthy trade-off, I would say. I haven't fully wrapped my head around the idea of being under the subjugation that ensues whilst living under the Procreator's roof, but for now, I'll blissfully, ignorantly turn a blind eye to that. More developments are surely to come. Godspeed, Summer. Get here soon.